Friday, January 2, 2009

The one where the immature, stupid Sec 2s are now immature, stupid Sec 3s

Same shoes
Same pants
Same shirt
Same glasses
Same bag
Same craptastic attitude
Different year

And people ask why I slept through the New Year.

As you know (If you dont then you are either a foreigner or really late for school), school has started. I woke up 6 and donned my uniform. The green nursy look has a calming effect of strange familiarity. I ate some food, wore my mismatched socks and realised for the first time.

Im a Secondary 4 Student.

Oh bloody hell.

Things felt all too much the same, all too safe and too uneventful. But the linger sensation of the Os just breathing down on your neck is scary. There is change, and it may not be good.
I could not decide which was more scary.
The fact I am in Sec 4.
The fact the Pinoneers are gone.
The fact that the immature, stupid Sec 2s are now immature, stupid Sec 3s.

This feeling is just all too distance and close. I am afraid and comforted.

On the LRT ride, I was talking with Karen about our new teachers and I stated on how I despise Mr. Tan Hai Seng and was hoping for a new one. No such luck.
During morning reading period, two black shoes thrusted their tips in front of my face. And I recongnise those two skinny legs anywhere. I let out a soft moan...

Short Conversation piece I had with one of the pinoneers after school.

Aronnax(Me)
It was weird going to school without the pinoneers...

Felix
haha, you'll get used to it

Aronnax
None of you guys...And the scariest thing..Im Sec 4!
Gah!

Felix
haha, you're the seniors now

Aronnax
I dont wanna take O level...it scares me..

Felix
lol

Aronnax
I want to be young and beautiful! Not old and ugly like you!

Felix
o.o
lol, im just 1 year older

Aronnax
Old I say! Old!!!

Felix
lol
whatever
;D

Aronnax
how are Mr and Mrs Low?

Felix
still the same
talk on phone alot

1 comments:

Parang Boi said...

Ip Man was a great movie too.


Also, you'll get used to it. Trust me. Just don't stop for anything in your way and you'll be fine. Don't look down or back too.